Dreams

I am trying to start a dream/astral projection journal. I honestly have not started yet because the snooze is the best thing ever invented! Well, the reason for this is to remember my dreams more. I know I have very vivid dreams all the time bc countless times I have woke up acting them out. If I can start remembering my dreams more, it means that I can start being aware of them will I am sleeping. This will cause me to have a lucid dream.

A lucid dream itself would be amazing to have. I have had control of my dreams many times but never really knew how amazing I could have made it. Normally I realize I am dreaming in a monster dream and I take over to kill the monster. I have had flying dreams where I knew I was dreaming and took control. But never did I ever take full control.

With this I can astral project through a lucid dream. My body is already asleep and now my mind is alert to the dream and all I would have to do is an exit strategy (I learned this from readings, not personally....yet!)

Anyways, My most recent dream was a few nights ago. I was sitting in a room with other friends of mine and I was watching them sleep, but I myself was also asleep in my dream watching them sleep (it was wierd). Well, one by one I watched them all Astrally Project. I was amazed and pissed off at the same time. They were doing what I have been wanting to do. I was watching it. I tried in the dream and couldnt do it. I awoke in the morning frustrated.

*Just thought of this*
I wonder if this pointed out an underlying fear I have. I think I fear that I cant project. That I do not have the power to project myself into the Astral Plain. I will write this down in my journal